Have you ever?

Have you ever cried yourself to sleep af night?
Have you ever looked back at your last three years of school and remembered only hell.
Have you ever wished you had the strenth to show them the scars on your wrist, to show them what they did to you?
Have you ever been scared ****less by your so called 'classmates'?
Have you ever gone straight home and locked the door because you were afraid they'd follow?
Have you ever been scared to go out your front door 'cause you never know where they are?
Have you ever had the feeling that you're never good enough?
Have you ever walked through your school supported by your friend, because you were crying too hard to stand up?
Have you ever promised yourself you wouldn't let them see you cry?
Have you ever failed?
Have you ever looked at yourself and thought: 'drop dead, fat cow'?
Have you ever been convinced the best thing would be leaving this planet?
Have you ever wished so deeply there was a place for you out there, somewhere?
Have you ever held back tears that wanted out, just because you came to think of how little everyone cared?
Have you ever been told by your own mother that it was your own fault he broke you down?
Have you ever hated someone so truely, deeply, that all you thought of when you heard his name was black?
Have you ever wanted to kill yourself because of the person who should take care of you?
Have you ever gone through a whole day only thinking: 'over soon, over soon'?
Have you ever had the person you used to live for annoy the crap outta you?
Have you ever been told you needed to see a shrink?
Have you ever turned your music op so loud you couldn't even hear yourself scream?
Have you ever planned your suicide?
Have you ever considered the school bathroom your second home?
Have you ever been left out?
Have you ever been asked why you couldn't just be like everyone else?
Have you ever been stabbed in the back by the ones you thought you could trust?
Have you ever had your best friend tell you she couldn't help you when you were down?
Have you ever been convinced you couldn't trust anyone?
Have you ever ran as fast as you possibly could, looking over your shoulder for your stalker?
Have you ever felt lost?
Have you ever been like me?

Don't you say you have.
Don't you say you know how I feel.
Don't you pretend to be on my side.
Don't you try to save me 'cause it's too late.

I'm crying after reading this :'(

Sounds odd, but I'm glad I'm not the only one crying :b