I thought wrong

**Emma-xxx** Fri Jun 27, 2008 5:11 am

'kay,
so I wrote this a couple of weeks ago,
when I was really emo..
but I actually like it,
so will you please leave a coment and tell me what you think?

Red drops are landing on the floor.
Drip, drip, drip.
The knife is touching my skin,
giving me a kiss.

The same song in my head,
over and over again,
the sweet, cold metal,
is making me forget the pain.

Being here is a nightmare,
I'm living a lie,
keep telling you,
that I love my life.

Don't you know how I hate you,
how bullied I feel,
oh don't you know,
that my smile isn't real?

Am I invisible,
or don't you wan't to see,
that all of your words
are what is killing me?

I can see it in your eyes,
and the way you shake your heads,
I can see that you're thinking,
that I might as well be dead.

The blood is still dripping
mixing with my tears
I'm praying he'll come,
and take away my fears.

But he's just a Dream,
one of a lot,
a dream that you crushed,
along with everything I've got.

I'm screaming for help,
my body is shaking,
but noone can see
the wounds you are making.

I thought I could handle this
I thought I was strong.
I thought I was happy
but I thought wrong.